missing links
there's so many missing links
I cannot no longer see
the way ahead in my life path
my future looks set up for misery.
a past of haunted nightmareslived throughout my younger years.
has been the culprit of my defeat
& the maker of all the past fallen tears.
I've met my maker but not god
way before my deathly chosen time.
for with the devil I have danced along
& paid a costly price when with Satan I did dine.
but will I be reconciled with the good lord above
whem in death i meet my destined fate?
will all my efforts be rewarded finally
with a kindness above of all my past sins of hate.
I can only ask him in my prayers
with unspoken. words within the deepness of my mind.
deeper down into my shadowed soul
that I regain the purpose of life after life's ladder climbed.
17th Nov 2016
