Painful Memories
These painful memories plague my mind
Comparing these memories like a needle poking at my flesh
Trying to concept what lies beneath this
Making no sense to me what so ever
I hate that I feel this way
But what can I say this is life
Love has became hate, entangled into a web of deceit
My feelings are crumbled up in many ways
Blind to the naked eye and distasteful to all that knows
Wishing this would just be a faded memory
Looking for closure
Waiting....
My heart has a hole there
Nothing is there anymore
Feeling wise is just a metaphor
Hate is building up, as I pound my fist into the wall
Looking at that hole reminds me of the trust and honesty that once lied there
Now I believe I can never trust another soul not even myself
Blood drips onto my finger tips as sweat pours down my face
Energy is gone no need for conversation or anything
I'm a lost soul looking to find my way
