Hurting love

Best part of life is to be loved by someone,
Greatest coincidence of life is to love the one, who loves you,
But the worst pain of life is, 
To love someone who loves someone else.
It really hurts, when your love,
calls you his best friend,
Has hours to speak to his gf,
But not even a single one for u.
It hurts even more, when u feel 
You weren’t his best friend
You were the only one “so called”.
But it hurts the most when 
You know he can’t be yours
Still u care for him
Still you secretly pray for his success
Still you want him to be the one in all walks of your life
At a time you even decide
To end your pain and part your way
And say a permanent goodbye
But then, you are back to his life
Just because you are addicted
To share every feeling of yours as well as his
Let it be happy or sad
Anger or mischievousness…
It hurts you but you still pray
He should gain his love
He shouldn’t be the one in your place 
At this moment 
I am just searching for someone
Who could help me decide
Whether to wait or to move aside……!!!!!

~Madhuri Gangwani

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