My Opinion
poem by:
Misti D Lovelace
Written
on Nov 17, 2018
I've always known it wasn't me. I wasn't making things up and I absolutely didn't want pity. I just needed an adult to see It was a serious matter. I didn't like throwing fits, I knew how stupid it made me look. I didn't like being me, Everything about life hurt. I saw no reason to be around anymore. Another day, another night mare. Another game of charades where I pretend I am perfectly ok. All because I am afraid that if I don't everyone I love will eventually walk away. Sometimes stuff gets to me and I get so mad and scream then sad and cry then nothing but numb now back to the same. Now I am the bad guy, I am completely to blame. Never blame all the darkness, confusion, and pain. I am supposed to be okay; hold it all together. So everyone else's life will be better. I try to, I swear I really do! But my mind has a different opinion on the matter!
Tags: Sad, Rhyme, Depressing, Confused, Encouraging, Pain, Hope, Dark, Deep,
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Frank Hornby . commented on Nov 17, 2018 at 8:35am
It makes me sad to read of your plight.....but the fact that you deliver it in poetry...will only inspire, and encourage fellow sufferers....you are so brave Misti.....and talented....
Misti D Lovelace
commented on Nov 18, 2018 at 12:51am
Thanks Frank, I'm actually not sad about any of it, it made me stronger. Thanks, glad you like my poetry!
Christopher Russon
commented on Dec 25, 2018 at 10:06am
Although your pľght saddens me.
It is good to exspress it in poetry.
