I guess I'll never know

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I sit here in this room
Contemplating who I am
I got nowhere left to run
I’m feeling kinda sad
Where will this life all end
I got nothing much to show
Do broken hearts ever mend
I guess I’ll never know
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Women, there’s been a few
I’ve had my share of love
Always tried the best I could
It was never good enough
There is no happy end
For a guy the likes of me
As I look back upon life’s regret
Don’t expect your sympathy
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I am my own worse friend
With my self destruct overload
I press it now and then
To feel myself implode 
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I wanted you to stay
But, then I drove you away
Pretty soon I’ll be in my grave
I wonder what they’ll say
Here lies his restless soul
Here lies a heart black as coal
Will the next life ease his pain
I guess I’ll never know
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Should there be a judgement day
And I stand before the man
Will he turn my soul away
Will the devil take my hand
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I am my own worse friend
With my self destruct overload
Will the next life ease my pain
I guess I’ll never know
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I guess I’ll never know
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(I need to stop thinking so much) lol

Tags: Love, Confused, Pain, Hope, Dark,