I refuse to go

poem by: Rebecca Xilion
Written on Nov 27, 2016 

My face screams at me from beyond the shadows
the other half of my soul is missing
I feel alone
I know there's people that care
I know
But I still feel empty inside
like I've never been whole
I try and put on a smile
And live to brighten the hearts surrounding me
but the light in my own heart is drowning
This world wasn't made for me
It doesn't appease my mind
But I was made for this world
I'm just a victim of crushing time
So I must hold on to the dimmest of lights
the one telling me it's alright
Why I'm here it's hard to know
I don't want to stay
But I refuse to go.

 

Tags: depressing, hope,

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Keith Jepson commented:
Meaningful
Christopher Russon commented:
Makes one think well written poem.

 

 

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